I am screaming inside.
There's nowhere to hide
from the darkest thoughts, sensations.
It's horrific, and once I even tried
tried to leave;
I was deluded. We've
got to realise that this
is all we have. This daylight is
not ours, but there is
a certain moment,
clad in the black cloak of our eternal
night-time, when all
things become clearer, sharper,