Friday, 26 September 2014

"Twisted Illusions"

They come. They go.

Such synchronicity

cannot be denied -

extracts the breath from me.

Twisted illusions

disturb my fragile mind.

Shadows dance -

and, once more, I must become resigned.

They say they'll stay in touch.

You never know -

or so I tell myself.

They come. They go.

Once I start to care,

I never can go back.

They drag my world through colourful chaos,

when all I need or understand

are shades of grey,

and black.

Sunday, 21 September 2014

"When I Thought That You Cared"

every day for years

the sharing - the caring

then a quick click


and it's the end

but no

that's just the finishing touch

the slipping away

day after day

comes first

and the unsubscribe from posts

our one-sided "friendship" years

so what did it mean

everything we shared

when I thought that you cared

my "soul sister"

Friday, 12 September 2014

"No More Illusions"

no more illusions

no more delusions

just moments

so pure

work through the emotions

this time

but this process

the patterns

that just keep repeating

no more

I am closing that door

Saturday, 6 September 2014

"Suicide Angel"

they were all there

the signs





I guess they saw them at the time

but maybe she's just attention-seeking


they even saw her self-harm wounds

her emotional pain


and yet none of them



or maybe they tried

but it wasn't enough

so she took her own life

and now they analyse


even her Facebook status updates



every detail

every sign

they see the signs

they panic now

but she's already dead

and the next one

is forming plans

in her head

but nobody is even noticing