Wednesday, 23 May 2012

"Feels Like Being Punished"

I felt that I deserved a break, but no:

Thing after thing goes wrong. I’m powerless.

Keep searching for a way for me to show

God that I repent. I need to confess

To stuff God must already know about –

Since He, or She, is everywhere – sees all.

I just can’t figure any of this out.

My safety net is broken, so I fall.

I don’t even believe in "sin". At least

Not as relates to anyone but me.

That something which I once called faith has ceased

To light my way. That’s not how it should be.

My head is full of doctrines that conflict

With each other. The word is derelict.

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