and they leave her broken
and in despair
each so-called "friend"
who had promised
to always be there
claimed to care
when she needs them the most
no word
just silence, screaming from her phone
email and Facebook - empty inbox, says it all
they step away
none of their business, anyway
just giving her space
and the family - same approach
can't "pander to people like that", after all
calls crisis support
what can they do
that's what they're asking her
listen might help
but they don't
and they won't
ring back in the morning
that's all they can say
then the day staff
can ignore her calls, too
which they do
can't they see
how close
she is
to the edge
what thoughts are racing, so relentlessly, through her head
so the moment arrives
she is finally going
to end it all
they'll catch her next time she's on Facebook
do they really not understand
any of them
yet she feels
a sense of
calm
now
she knows what she must do
and soon all that will be left
is her Facebook profile
and a Twitter page, overflowing with
inspirational quotes
in which she once tried to believe
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